20/20 VISION

Artwallace Inspired... stories about my paintings

Looking back at things I did during lockdown. 

I wrote a poem for The Silence.

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    A Sense of Isolation

    I work alone
    longing for uninterrupted space
    delving deep into my creativity.

    Hours, days can go by in this way.

    This is different
    as silence echoes
    around me
    around you
    around everyone.

    My studio is my oasis,
    a place I go to
    to get lost in
    in my imagination
    colours flow and swirl.

    The world
    outside
    is far
    far
    away.

   Then reality hits.

    A friend died.
    We could not
    grieve together
    laugh together
    cry together
    share memories
    stories
    with family and friends.

    This is different
    as silence echoes
    around me
    around you
    around everyone.

    My little Tio is gone too.
    Ten years by my side
    his love and affection
    gone but not gone
    memories sustain me
    the quiet inside me grows
    to a warm silence
    in my heart
    where he is now forever.

    The world
    outside
    is far
    far
    away.

    There is a cherry tree
    hanging over him
    teaming with buds,
    an arbor
    to shelter him
    dapple him
    nestle him
    with flowers.

    Delicate ephemeral blossoms
    petals dropping falling
    remind me of
    fragility
    resilience
    beauty
    the preciousness of life.

    The world
    outside
    now closer
    recovery
    begins.
                       
    Though scarred
    imperfect
    we are cherished
    we are treasured
    our intrinsic beauty
    remains.

    Yes
    we are broken
    pick up the pieces
    resilience
    human nature
    gives me
    hope.

    Things will be different.
    The silent echoes remain
    around me
    around you
    around everyone,
    a reminder.

    As I say
    the resilience of human
    nature gives me hope.



             Mary Wallace
             4 April, 2020

Published in The Silence 27 June, 2020